yep, we get burnout sometimes. and i've got it.
and i'm pretty sure it's because i got bronchitis. and then i am pretty sure i had a sinus infection after that. and i'm STILL not over coughing, and my nose is all stuffy and i sound like a frog.
it feels like 80% of the time, my blood sugars are high when i test. and i get so annoyed and frustrated. and then it does the opposite of what it should do, i should want to correct and eat all the right things and go low-carb and exercise ... but what i do is eat not the greatest choices but take the right amount of carbs and then not care, and not want to check my blood sugar because i don't want to see a high number. and i try to do the right thing and not eat all the sweets that have magically appeared in our breakroom. and not get a treat because i know the reason i think i am craving one. because i'm TOO HIGH. stupid. annoying.
and i don't tell people about it because i don't want them to worry, or tell them they feel bad for me, etc etc. i just deal with it and move on. it is what it is.
sigh. i'm just over it right now. and i don't want to bitch about it, but shit. i'm over it! hopefully by getting it out of my system, i will break out of the funk and get my shit together.